Medications

I hate my meds, if you know what I mean. Being not a healthy person is not fun, especially when we are talking about mental health. My meds give me all possible side effects they can. They make my brain stop. The most hateable part is a depression. But. I can't explain it, but depression gives me a feeling of consciousness I never experienced before. It was a good joke of God to give me that kind of spiritual journey. By the way, I hate God's sense of humor too.